June 2010
Behind all my excitment lies a ...
Sad kid :/
you’d never see it coming
you’d never think it
but it’s true
My biggest fear is being alone
My biggest worry is that I’ll never be accepted
My life revolves around making others happy
I wish I had someone make me happy when it wasn’t asked or implied .. And just cause that person just wanted to se me smile
I wish the day would come that...
I gotta learn to be more stealth
Snuk outat midnight and got caught but had a good “reason”
haha I introduced Boston to the gang and they loved her
juju inpaticular haha
pretty much played match maker and yeaaa me and will think itwas a good move
juju needs this and there attitudes mesh perfectly haha
both fuckin assholes
bit it’s cool
and I leaned some new ground moves and got knocked out by will haha...
Party on a Sunday ?
You bet your sweet ass we did haha
Sunday night was a huge blur for I did something I thought I’d ever do and it was fuckin rad haha
everyone showed up to my pad that night we had it going till 4 am till people started dippin home haha we found a dead bird and I regualted the househahahaha
mylin and will had sex in my pantreee fuckin digusting
I’ll never look at that room the same...
First party of summmer
Yeaaaaaaaa I’m
ready for tonight
jungles hooded and eer pong all night
hope this one tips the rest
Ten shades darker
Warped was prettty siiick
we were in line to yet tickets and KP knew some guys from sucuirty and they got us in for like 20 bucks and we got in before the crowd haha
but yeaaa way worth it even though I got super duper tan
I was all stoked when like 430 cane around yesterday
from then on it was , the casualties , four years strong , set your goals , adolscents , sum 41, parkway drive , Andrew...
As I walked in to my house my mom was leaving lol
Yupppp another small tale of random hang outs till 7am lol
haha git off work and hung out with a unfamiliar face I havntseen in a while
fckin Erika came down and kicked it with her till midnight till she left …thinking to my self “lameeee home supper early”
just when it seemed lame Boston and aDD came and saved me and from then on it was just chillin with cops chillin with...
Just another day ...
Gotta chip on my sholder, gotta monkey clawing my back, got this sickness of the mind, about ready to crack. All these words are left unsaid, all these minds are left unsafe, don’t fuck with me, because, I hate everything. The memeorys of you make me sick, come cry to me later, but I won’t deal with the shit. I hate the world, I hate the trees, hate the thought of the birds and the...
Another late night
Tonight was fun regardless of how lame shredder and Rader were :/
awww man the more I hang with this chick the more I dig her
she’s deffently kick ass gF material haha
fuck if I met her as just ashkeys friend and se wasn’t talking to him I woulda made a move a long time ago
f uvk my shiity timing
but fck it she’s still cool to haaangnwith.
On a further note a ew car might...
I really don't care
A n y m o r e
Say what u will
I have no intrest what you think
go fuck yourself
I take back my prevouis statment
They fuckin over sold circa today and about 500 strangers just waited like idiots so we got outta there and went on the hunt for the plainest sweater …4 stores later we captured it lol and Met a the girl from the world cup commericals …” your tribe just burned down ” go with it , lemme get a photo haha and saw toy story 3 made me wish I played with toys as a kid and hung...
Free show of a lifetime !
Cora fuckin survive !
And font foregt the bear !
Another tale of small time woe ~~
Last night I got called out out by a friend saying I’ve becoming a fuckin asshole and that I’ve changed and how I’m not the same anymore …really got me thinking -_______-
did I ?
Latky I’m starting to care less about everything and anything
I started being mire open minded to shit I would have talked shit on
I don’t care what u think
I don’t...
Last night was alot of fun
Dammit she’s stuck in my head
I’m really diggin this girl
and she’s telling me that her and the shredder is not weking out
dammit I Wish she didn’t jaw a thing going with em cause I’d so smash on her
last night was the cobalt
and we went to see sheds ,transit which ended up being good as fuck and we got to meet em after and have a mini acoustic sesh after which...
Good all iver
Friday was a fuckin blur
made the mistake of trying zannies for the first time and there was a a good five hour window were I don’t remebr anything at all I was at the beach we left I blacked out I remebr meeting up with Kenny blacked out agian woke up at tanz floor blacked out wokeup in my own bed :/
weirdest night of my life and thennn there was Saturday
I met up with Boston and we...
Omg
Wahta fuckinn night
there was nothing tondonsonwe made a fun timemof our own
we draknall
night at the beach and I did a stupid thing last night :/
bars and sparks
te worst greatest mix of my life
I was trashed
I remeber smoking a stog with blondie black out I’m on te florr at some chicks house black out and now I’m in bed
I wish inknew what inwas saying. Andnlike 28282 text...
What do u stand for !?!?!
You will never get the best of me (!)
Hahaha random ass night with the nighs
Soo pretty much Eds gonna work with me and Kenny soon
haha last night ed Hector ad TMO cane through ad we hung outbwith my dad eating haberno sauce haha can’t hang with that shit lol
we fuckin drive around all night and did nothing and then wntbto the wrong pizza hut so no wings but we had our own meal haha
dino-saur nuggets and Pabst blue ribbon
haha eds high ass was being loud as fuck...
woaaahh
last night was inense ass shiittt
i got pulled over for the first time while driving eds car
and what was fuckin worse is that we wwere blasting Ghost inside(sicknew Album)
and we couldnt hear the copper bitch so she probly thought i was even more drunk
but we managed to get out of it and luckaly the one time ed doesnt have bud it came in handy
hahah the lady who pulled us over liked the like...
And jon for the save
Last night was by far the boringest nights I’ve ever had until jon got me like at 930 and then the night got intresting
we went to Pedro to some chicks house only to have a bunch of weirdos all rolled out binning each others feet
hahaha and so went to sir la brea park and rubuen wanted one of us to hook up with his couisn while he hooked up with some ransom chick
(btw Rubens cousin was...
I'm back in my
Depressed mood
Tommorow better be fun
I fuckin need this :/
I talk shit on anything and anything and just...
Fuck you
fuck tahr I have a job with a shitty boss
fuck that I can’t drive
fuck that I’m always sleepy
fuck that I never sleep
fuck that I care way to much
fck that
fuck this
fuck that I don’t see my friends anymore
fuck that I’m soo boring now
fuck that fact I have no idea what undoing
fick that I’m so emotinal
fuck that I always manage to screw up a good...
Just like my car needs repairing apperntly so do i
I don’t ever think to much about u these days but last night I was hit with u hard :/
honestly I never yhinknabout u cause I hve no reasontoo but at work a song came on
and idk all I could think of was u
and the good old days
ughhhh I feel stupid even writing this
I miss having someone to talk to all the time
lost more than a gf
I lost my best friend …;(
I’m gonna come...
Somewhat good news
Kyles out of the hospital today
he’ll yeaaa
kennys feels horrible about it and had work do I told i’d help out and cover for em today
K i d s
Had the weirdest dream last night
You were in my dream last night
it was weird really strange
Here’s how it started
someone in your family died and I saw you at a party and you looked like shit like you were crying all night and you just kept on drinking and I saw all this and had to do something about it
so I pulled u aside and was a real asshole to u and told u stop doing all this “u don’t need to drink...
Gooood weekend until
I got the calll last night :/
ila calls me freaking out saying knny got in a crash and that he’s Fiume but kyle has a broken nose mild concussion and he needs surgery
my brotherr a fuckin idiot he ceased into a pole
saying that his footing wa diff biggest load of crap ever
I fuxkin hate em right now
he totalted the car and acts likeits no big deal
so seeing tahr my dad tells us if u...
