i write to remember ~

I wish i knew where i was going but i dont
I wish i knrw what was coming bit i cant
I wish i could stop time and take the time to plan out my life
Though i cant
I want to be able to live freely
Ghe thought of what ive done thus far does not impress me
I cant say i have when i havnt
Im a child at heart
Stuck in the body of a 23 year old
I lack direction/motivation
Im scared to change
I cant live this way
I need to grow the fuvk up
I stare off as if the winds would direct me to the nearest solution
I stand alone with my thoughts as the day by day passes me
I fucked up

I need to change
Nothing do it
I openly admit to fault

The life i lead took a differant toll as far as where i would be now

Im behind in school
I have a good year till i finish
So i can move on

Only excuses keep me here
And only my decisions impact what ive done

Work is never the answer
If you have a home
And you dont have to pay rent
Go to school
Learn all that you can

I didnt learn much of anything

I need to change

Last night showed me thr life i once lived was all bullshit

I shouldve been doing more good with my time instead of going to shows every weekend

I should have paid more attention instead of day dreaming

I want to change before im old and really stupid(more than i already em)

Have fun but dont forget whats really important

Fin.